I was obligated to put this here.

Would You:

1. Give me your number?
2. Have sex with me?
3. Let me kiss you?
4. Watch a movie with me..even a sucky one?
5. Let me take you out to dinner?
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Take a shower with me?
8. Be my boyfriend/girlfriend?
9. Have a fling with me?
10.Listen to me if i called you crying, even if you were with all your friends?
11.Buy me a drink if I didnt have money?
12.Take me home for the night?
13.Let me sleep in your bed?
14.Sing car kareoke with me?
15.Sit in the doctors office with me because I didnt want to go alone?
16.Come pick me up at 3 am because my car broke down?
17.Re-post this so I can answer them for you?
18.Cry if i died?
19.Stop me if I tried to commit suicide?
20.Dance with me?
21.Sing Happy Birthday to me?
22.Hold my hair back at a party as i through up due to intoxication?
23.Do you think im pretty, beautiful, or hot?
24.Do you like my style?
25.Do you think im funny?
26.Do you care about me?

Well, i'm in much of a better mood than i was last entry. This new month has been going pretty good except for me getting blamed for my barely 2 year old sisters potty mouth, lol, right now she yelling "Fuck, dammit bitch!". She says that over and over, i need to record it and put it in my xanga. I love her so much.

 Friday I went with Kia to celebrate her B-day, that was fun. But I left all my good CD's at her house. So this weekend i have barely anything to listen to.

It's really weird. these past couple days people that i haven't seen in a while are back and people i've gotten in fights with are apoligizing. It's so wierd though because a week ago i was thinking about how many things are still with me and bothering me.  Just building up and never going away, you know? Well, a week ago I was at a peak and i was about to fuckin' go insane. Just any little thing would piss me off because the past was there to back it up. Well I was thinking that i needed to resolve all my unfinished business and deal with it now that it's been a while. So this is a sign that i am right, and that's what i need to do.

Anyways. My last entry i was saying how my ambition was shit. I was just pissed. My ambition is my doorway, with out it i have no future. And i have more of it than anyone. And i will make it.

Hey what's up? I'm actually going to start writing more and making my postings public.

Well, I guess a lot has gone on since i've last written about my life.

Things are pretty shity at times. But I get through it. I'm going to a new school. It's aright. It's a charter school and you work at your own pace so I'm going to try to graduate as soon as I can. I didn't at first but now I kinda miss my old school.

It's pretty hard to see Jessica now because she moved. It's not to far but it's just hard to get a hold of eachother. And we can't haul our guitars and shit on the bus when we can't get rides. A good thing is that we have a possible drummer and he's really good. we're trying to get him to quit his band to be with us. And he lives right across the street from Jessica. We went over there to jam with him and he's just awesome! Like we'd be playing something he's never heard and he can just fall in off of that and it sounds great. I have a good feeling about him. Deforming Magenta....hehe wait and see. We will rock your fuckin' world!

Well, me and Beaner, I mean, Anthony, Have been going out for almost 2 months now. Things are alright. even though we hate eachother at times. We have a weird relationship but i love him.

Well I'll write back soon

-The Deformographer